
Sunday, November 11, 2012
The moment I posting this, the feeling of me being so so so disappointed at the point that I can't understand this shit and no words can even describe this disappointment that I'm feeling.
Waking up at 6am on a Sunday morning and starting the day to go for a charity run with them.
If weren't for them I wouldn't be doing this.
For the sake of being together for once again!
And in return all I get was a ditched from them.
Even before I did signed up for this run, she even told me us all will be TOGETHER.
And this is what you called it TOGETHER?!
By none of you even carrying a single cellphone, knowing that I'm not arriving yet.
Come on?! Seriously?!
I can't fucking imagine they could actually did this to me.
All these while I've been always putting friendship on top of my list.
After all these shits I'm doubting if that was right to do so.
At the time when I needed some of my important friends, most of them eventually are not there for me.
Alright, talking about that a little disappointment again there.
(Jo Ee, a friend that I'm already sure of, if you're reading this, I know you won't and you're not. You're really a true friend. <3)
Is not that I gave up on the others in my life but, sometimes things had already proven or shown.
I'm just still not sure of.
Anyway, my mom, I can't tell much.
She would just make things worst sometimes but I know she's always be the one there for me when I'm down.
But shit, would you just let me curse to release it all?
I'm definitely telling myself not to cry, I can't cry while posting this and after all what happened today.
Just because of this small shit I can't bring down myself to that extend.
No, I will never.
x o
7:48 AM